MI GORDA BELLA Mi GORDA BELLA: 2009/09/01

Tuesday

LOST inside..

Today was hell…

I woke up at 4 am to sahur

and

after dat atok xbagi aku tido balik..hell~

kenapa korang tau x??

dia suruh aku menyapu n mop lantai die..hurmm

wtf..bygkan it was around 4.45 am,

her reason..is satg aku ader kelas..

n malam bru aku dtg untuk tmn dia tido…

so die suruhla akuwat sekarng..huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

I was very sleepy…

N my job finish at 6.00am when azan berkumndang

Sorry ALLAH..aku terus tido je..

N woke at 6.55 n terus semayang…

I have class at 9.00..

I told mymum about this..i ingt she wil in my side

But as usual..she always on atok side..

“sudahla kakak, wat je ape yg dia suruh’

“but mummy, it not fair..”

“enough…”

So..i hate to tell my mum everything.koz I think..she don’t listen to me..

I don’t know..what can I do..

Cakp salah xcakap pun salah..

Kekdang bila aku mengutarakan sesuatu pendapt yg betul

Kena kat dowang, dowang selalu xnak ngaku n anggap aku sebagai anak derhaka or cucu derhaka

It was unpleasant thing

Kadangkala..aku mcm nak minta je kat ALLAH..

Supaya bisu kan mulut aku…

Aku pun konfius…

So..aku move on lagi dgn hidop aku yg mess ni..

Dgn berpegang pada prinsip ‘ALLAH KNOW EVERYTHNG”

N ONE DAY THEY WILL REALIZE!!..

AT THIS MOMENT…I STILL BLUR AND NOT IN THE MOOD….

LIKE I SAID ‘WHATEVER””



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