Today was hell…
I woke up at 4 am to sahur
and
after dat atok xbagi aku tido balik..hell~
kenapa korang tau x??
dia suruh aku menyapu n mop lantai die..hurmm
wtf..bygkan it was around 4.45 am,
her reason..is satg aku ader kelas..
n malam bru aku dtg untuk tmn dia tido…
so die suruhla akuwat sekarng..huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
I was very sleepy…
N my job finish at 6.00am when azan berkumndang
Sorry ALLAH..aku terus tido je..
N woke at 6.55 n terus semayang…
I have class at 9.00..
I told mymum about this..i ingt she wil in my side
But as usual..she always on atok side..
“sudahla kakak, wat je ape yg dia suruh’
“but mummy, it not fair..”
“enough…”
So..i hate to tell my mum everything.koz I think..she don’t listen to me..
I don’t know..what can I do..
Cakp salah xcakap pun salah..
Kekdang bila aku mengutarakan sesuatu pendapt yg betul
Kena kat dowang, dowang selalu xnak ngaku n anggap aku sebagai anak derhaka or cucu derhaka
It was unpleasant thing
Kadangkala..aku mcm nak minta je kat ALLAH..
Supaya bisu kan mulut aku…
Aku pun konfius…
So..aku move on lagi dgn hidop aku yg mess ni..
Dgn berpegang pada prinsip ‘ALLAH KNOW EVERYTHNG”
N ONE DAY THEY WILL REALIZE!!..
AT THIS MOMENT…I STILL BLUR AND NOT IN THE MOOD….
LIKE I SAID ‘WHATEVER””
huhuhu...sabar yer. biasala, keje umah gurl yg wat..Lin pun mcm tu jg dulu. Wpun kdg2 merungut naper mesti aku yg wat tu sumer....kan ader yg lain... Tp biler dh menginjak remaja a.k.a dh nak dewasa, baru Lin sedar ader bgs nyer parent kiter suh kiter mcm tu. Membiasakan kiter wat keje umah agar tak kekok nanti di ms akan dtg...Now, Lin wat sumer tu tanpa byk soal lagi. hehhe...laki skang pun memilih biler pilih bini tau. hehhe
ReplyDeleteiyela, i know...
ReplyDeletetetapi xlogik kan pukul 4 pagi??
hehhe...saje je kot tak nak bg cik fafa kiter ni tidoo....hahha
ReplyDeleteyelah tu..huhuhuhuhuh
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